Sunnydeerae

On a less emo note

Things might have turned for a new light and I might be doing a road trip to Cali with some friends! ;) I hope. This have been so shitty lately.

When I was young and naive.

I thought I could control the world. I thought I could out my actions in a way that everything would go how I liked it. But today as I lie in my bed. Remembering that I have summer school tonight, that I still work grave yard, that someone I thought was most important I can’t even find the means to talk to, that the most important person in the world to me is thousands of miles away from me, with no means to talk to me unless he had wifi, or the fact that my birthday is in 5 days and people can’t make plans with me. Or that my parents planned to go to another BBQ for Their work instead. And no one even cares. The fact that this summer is all ready super shitty and is going to suck. Or that fact that I feel more lonely than ever. And then funny part is. I made all the decisions for this to happen. So young naive me. You are stupid. Because look at us now. ;)
Hah. Wow. Good job.